Concrete Rose
"Trying hard to reach out, But when I'd try to speak out, Felt like no one could hear me. Wanted to belong here, But something felt so wrong here, So I pray (I would pray), I could breakaway"

These days, almost all my classmates are busy with preping for the Graduate School Admission Test, and myself also have been busy with somethin' other than that. It's like a crazy life style I never had, I guess also my friends and my classmates. So much hesitation, so much unsure about future. But, we all know we have to move on, cause life gonna move on.

I've seen a lot of braveness, their determination, it's moving and touching. But my dear friend, please don't devote too much to this, no matter at the very beginning or during the whole procudure. I know it's worthwhile, but since we're so eager to succeed at last, so please keep the energy going on, don't use it up at the very beginning of it. And also, I wanna enjoy this procession, won' t you? Taking a exam may be boring, but we learn so much more just because of the existence of this or that exam, should not us be thankful to it?

Once my teacher told me, even you chose a distinguished way, don't think of yourself to be a distinguished guy. We're all common people, without upper status, a lot of money, perfect appearance. But just because of this, we gonna much more space to develop. I hold so strong a belief in it, so I live a normal life now, which is my effort to get a anormal life in future.(I feel sorry too...I still wanna a anormal life, cause I've already had a crash on it)

Like a concret rose, we gonna gloom in this springtime of our life.